This is no fun

30 Oct

job-ad-multitasker_300Photo credit Burcu Avsar

As I was sitting in front of the computer screen today, following ethereal job leads willy-nilly all over the internet, two things dawned on me:

  1. I have never really had to conduct a legitimate job search before.
  2. I really, really don’t know what I’m doing.

Not even counting high school babysitting jobs, where neighbors literally came knocking on my door, every single job I’ve ever had in my life came easy. From summer jobs as a teenager to certified teacher positions as a professional, the process was always the same. I looked for a position I wanted. I filled out the application. I went in for an interview. I was hired. I showed up for my first day of work. That’s it. Simple.

I’ve never used job search engines (holy crap, they are a nightmare for someone with even a whisper of ADD tendencies). I’ve never sent out résumés (I have one, but I’m pretty sure it sucks). I’ve never applied to more than one job at a time (I’m not good at saying no, so what do I do if they all call for an interview and all want to hire me?).

I’ve never not been called for an interview. Until now. It’s demoralizing. It’s confusing. It’s disheartening. It’s stressful. I’m not having fun.

It’s still early days, and my head knows that. I assume that the more time I spend searching and applying, the better my skills will become. I’ll be better at finding truly suitable positions and better at talking up my skills so that a prospective employer feels compelled to call me for an interview. I don’t need my phone to be ringing off the hook. I just need one call. Please.

Then I’m working at that job till I retire.


Posted by on October 30, 2013 in On Me, True Life, What's She On About?


4 responses to “This is no fun

  1. Janet domino

    October 30, 2013 at 10:54 PM

    Aw- I’m sorry! I will pray that you get just the right job!

    • dreaminofobx

      October 30, 2013 at 11:35 PM

      Thank you! I tell myself I’ve not been called for an interview yet because they HAVEN’T been the right jobs. I just have to be patient and tenacious. 🙂

  2. galeriaredelius

    October 31, 2013 at 1:56 AM

    I hope you’ll find what you are looking for, just don’t give up. It’s not an easy job to find a job, but I’m sure you will in the end!

  3. helenrj

    October 31, 2013 at 6:54 AM

    😦 Job hunting is hard.


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