Double points? I’m in!

21 Nov

100_3272NaBloPoMo Thursday, November 21, 2013
Describe an outfit that makes you feel good. (It can be from any period of your life.) Double points if you post a picture of yourself in the outfit.

Does a swimsuit count as an outfit?

This blue bikini was the first two-piece I’ve worn since I was a toddler splashing around the wading pool in Grandma’s back yard. I felt really daring when I ordered it online eight years ago. One, because it came from Victoria’s Secret, and I don’t have the right curves to pull off much from their catalog. Two, because I’m pretty modest; never had so much of me seen the light of day in public.

The swimsuit made me feel good the second I put it on. It had laces I could adjust on both the top piece and the bottom to get just the right fit. Not too tight, not too loose. No weird bulges. No cheeks hanging out. A little padding so I didn’t look like a boy. I’ve never had a great deal of body confidence, but it shot up considerably in that bikini. Doubly so when the hubby registered his approval. So much so that I was willing to walk the Jamaican beaches without shrouding myself in an oversized cover-up.

Eight years have passed, and two years of over-indulgence in Carb Heaven England (every piece of lasagna comes with a side of chips and garlic bread) mean that no amount of lace adjustment is going to make it okay for me to set foot on a public beach in my bikini now. Too tight. Weird bulges. Cheeks everywhere.

But the little blue bikini is tucked away safely in a drawer, because in my mind’s eye I see myself wearing it again. A little more time in the gym, a little less pasta. I just can’t let go of something that made me feel so good.

NaBloPoMo November 2013


Posted by on November 21, 2013 in Challenges



2 responses to “Double points? I’m in!

  1. helenrj

    November 21, 2013 at 10:23 PM

    I have a little black dress that always made me feel like a James Bond beauty. I haven’t worn in quite a while…Sigh…I wonder if it still fits….I have not been in Carb Heaven…just the enchilada kingdom of Texas.

    • dreaminofobx

      November 22, 2013 at 8:36 AM

      Ooh, yes, I could struggle with Enchilada Kingdom, too. Chipotle is my new drug since we’ve returned from England.


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